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In Memory of My Mother

Julie Vermette

My mother’s passing was in April of 2011 and as I still think about her I hold a mixed bag of memories. Our relationship was a rocky one: the fights, the screams, the butting head… She also expressed her love for me in ways I could never have expected. I hold all of these memories dear.

Right after my mother’s passing into the spirit realm, I only had myself with my downfalls and recollections of our relationship to contend with. I came to realize things in a new way. I have to say, it was a great lesson in humility. I gained more understanding of who I was as well as a new appreciation for the woman who gave me life.

Following her passing, all I could think was that I did not get to sit with her over coffee and hear more of her stories. To have spent more time sitting with her could have been one of the best things for both of us and I have felt sad for not doing so. I have felt sorry for many things, as well as grateful for my experience with her.

We all have our painful stories and lessons in our lives and to be able to share these stories with whom we are closest is a treasure indeed. I believe when we truly come to a place of love within ourselves, we can know love in its true essence and be able to share that with others.

My mother and I had our differences to say the least. It wasn’t until after she was gone that I came to a more enlightened understanding of our relationship. I wear my battle scars like a badge of honor. Each scar is a symbol of what I have learned and come to understand. I hold my visit with my mother in this lifetime locked deep within my heart.

I cannot have any regrets now, as our story unfolded in perfect manifestation in this given lifetime. I honor what I have discovered to be a treasure in my relationship with my mother – that of which I can be proud.

I love you mother. Until we meet again in another life.

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